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[x] You don't like public speaking.

[x] You find it hard to talk to strangers. (Especially if it's someone who I think I'd really get along with and want to pursue a friendship with ^^; )

[ ] You don't like to look people in the eye. (I actually love looking people in their eyes. Eyes are one of the most meaningful things about a person to me. Plus most of the people I meet have very pretty eyes ^^; )

[x] You hate using public restrooms. (I hate it so much that I lose the urge to go when I walk into one)

[x] You hate to go shopping alone. (I don't like being anywhere outside alone, really XD)

TOTAL: 4


[x] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous. 

[x] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say. (It depends on the people, but most times I actually find it harder to think of what to say when I'm around a lot of people, yeah.)

[ ] You have a lot of trouble talking of the opposite sex.

[/] You hate to be teased. (If it's in a joking/fun manner then I'm fine, but if you're trying to hurt my feelings I'll get very angry.)

[X] You hate answering the door. (I always peek out of the windows from upstairs and then tell someone else to get it >_>;; )

TOTAL: 7.5

 

[x] You can't stand people watching you. 

[/] One on one conversation makes you nervous. (Depends on who the person is that I'm talking to and how well I know them, why I'm talking to them at that moment, etc)

[x] You don't like to ask people for help. (Yep. I absolutely abhor it. Asking for help with anything makes me feel like I'm weak and dumb and I try to refrain from it because I want people to think I'm a strong person and that I can do things on my own because I know how I weak I am emotionally and physically.)

[] You hate to read out loud.

[] You don't like answering questions. (Eh, I'm fine with being questioned. I like answering questions people have, especially if it's about me. XD)

TOTAL: 10

 

[x] You dread ordering food at restaurants. (I feel weird having to speak to people I don't know and I don't wanna say something stupid XD)

[x] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well. (Yeeeeeeeepppp; mostly because I can't stand crowds of people I don't know)

[/] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say. (Sometimes. Most times, no. But sometimes I really feel like I'd just say something dumb to/about someone/something.)

[] You wish you were more outgoing. (I'm very outgoing. I'm just hella shy XD)

[/] You hate being in the center of any room (only if I'm in the center of a room full of people I don't know. I consider myself socially claustrophobic. I can't be in crowds without at least one or two people I know beside me or else I get nervous and nauseated and sometimes I have little anxiety attacks)

TOTAL: 13


[x] You don't know how to react to compliments. (I really don't like omg)

[x] You prefer reading, writing, or listening to music than being around too many people. 

[/] You blush easily. (I probably do, but my skin isn't that light so I'm not sure if it shows XD)

[x] You spend a lot of time in your room.

[x] You don't like talking about personal things with people you don't know very well. 

TOTAL : 17.5

Overall Total : 17.5

Multiply your total by 4 to find out your percentage. Then, name this journal "I am ____ shy", placing your percentage on the blank line.

17.5 x 4 = 70

THIS IS THE SAME TOTAL I GOT ON THE LAST QUIZ JFC
  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: Monster - Ghost Town
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: The Walking Dead Season Two
  • Eating: Pizza.
  • Drinking: Nothing.
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[x] You have an OC that resembles yourself  (I have a few actually. Alternate universe selves plus my male self.)

[ ] One of your OCs has your name (I always try to give them variations of my name, but not my actual name)
[x] You have OCs that are siblings 
[ ] You are constantly drawing your OCs 
[x] You constantly receive positive feedback about one or more of your OCs

Total: 3

[x] You have more than five OCs (I HAVE OVER ONE HUNDRED OKAY)
[x] Your OCs are varied (I guess)
[x] You have a main OC whom you love the most out of all your OCs  (At the moment I do, yes.)
[ ] Your OCs are mostly mythical (Not mostly, but a couple are.)
[ ] A lot of your OCs were adoptables (I have like... One adoptable as an OC lmao XD)

Total: 6

[x] You have a 'bad boy' or 'bad girl' OC (I have plenty of those, pfft.)
[x] You have a girly OC  (I have a few of those, honestly XD)
[x] You have a 'cool' or 'sly' OC (Oh yus)
[x] You have a sporty OC (Like, one or two.)
[x] You have a fun OC (PRETTY MUCH ALL OF THEM ARE BECAUSE I HATE UN-FUN PEOPLE/THINGS XD)

Total: 11

[ ] You have a lot of 'perfect' OCs  (No one is perfect. Not even my own works of fiction could ever be.)
[x] You have a lot of 'imperfect' OCs  (Of course. Everyone has their imperfections.)
[ ] Most of your OCs are part of a fandom 
[x] Most of your OCs are non-fandom 
[x] You have an OC that isn't straight.  (Majority of my OCs are at least homosexual XD) 

Total: 14

[ ] You have had a polished toy, framed art, ect. made of your OC.
[x] You are constantly talking about your OCs to friends
[/] The first thing you did on dA was make an OC (It had something to do with an OC, but it wasn't an OC)
[x] Your OC participates in a role play
[x] You have made your OC in a game (I THINK YOU MEAN JUST ABOUT EVERY GAME EXCUSE YOU)

Grand Total: 17.5

Now multiply your grand total by 4
Then title your journal as "I'm --% addicted to my OCs"
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  • Listening to: Limelight (ft. Cryaotic) - Boyinaband
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: http://youtu.be/IvvO-ndDLVE
  • Playing: The Walking Dead Season Two
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.
Nightmare Feina by TakaTakaNekoChan
Nightmare Feina
Well, the title pretty much says it all. I had a nightmare about Feina once and this is kind of what she looked like at the time, so I'm calling it her Nightmare form. o3o

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Mega Anime Avatar Feina by TakaTakaNekoChan
Mega Anime Avatar Feina
More Avatar Creator stuff, whoohoo!

And more of my demon persona, Feina, WHOOOO

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First off, I would like to say Happy fourteenth Birthday to deviantART(even though it's a day late now, teehee). It's one of the most humble and welcoming communities I've ever been a part of and I couldn't be happier to celebrate with everyone.


There's not much to say in terms of my deviantART story.. I made an account on here mostly to have a place to store all of the wonderful art I had been seeing around the website, y'know?

I can't draw and I'm well aware of this, so I rarely ever try.
I write from time to time, but I don't really think it's that good. I haven't been writing lately due to some heavy writer's block, but I hope to pull something together soon.

But when I do write, although I don't think it's that good, it means a lot to me... Writing short stories and poems and things make me really happy. And it makes me even happier when the people that read my writings enjoy them. It makes me want to keep doing it. Making people happy is the thing I enjoy most in this world. Making others happy makes me happy. Your happiness is my happiness, even if it's just a little. And I've been beating myself up about my writer's block lately because I want to write more because I know people like it and it makes them happy.

But over the past couple years that I've been here, I've realized that my writing isn't the only thing that makes people happy.
What I do that makes people the happiest is... Being myself.
I've never thought much of myself, so it was very confusing realizing that the people I've met here have come to like me so much. It baffles and amazes me, but I'm glad. I'm glad I have people here who consider me a good person, a friend, and a part of their life.

I guess I'll get to the art now, haha. Thanks for reading if you've read this far ^^; :heart:



Always and ForeverYou think you're alone. No one to hold you.
Always hated. Everyone scolds you.
You cry endlessly, ready to give up.
You know deep down, that you were never that tough.
Stop thinking this way! You know it isn't true.
Don't be so upset because they don't love you for you.
I'll hold your hand and be your guide.
I can be the one that you can call "mine."
Though I am just a friend, I protect like a lover.
I look out for you, like a sister or a brother.
I'll keep you safe, I'll hold you tight.
And help you when called upon to fight.
I'll always be here. Always by your side.
I'll be the one that you'll call "mine."
Me? Leave you? No. Never.
I'll be here by your side.
Always and Forever.


Always and Forever is the first poem I had ever written, and I wrote it for someone who was very special to me at the time.
They're still very special to me, though we no longer talk. I wish we did and I hope they are well. I picked this to feature because the poem--along with the person--hold a special place in my heart to this day.

Sing.She sings... Her voice is beautiful. The most beautiful I've ever heard. I feel calm.
She's so beautiful when she sings... The way she giggles between words as I watch her, the way she smiles at me, the way her eyes glow with pure joy.
I love to hear her sing. Even if I couldn't see her, just hearing her is enough to brighten my entire day in a glowing ray of shining sunlight. The way she dances that little dance when she gets really into it, how she moves her hands in tune with the music and her own emotions. Just... Everything.
She's just beautiful.
And even more so, when she sings for me.


Sing. isn't a poem, just something I wrote about my ex-girlfriend. Something very truthful. She's absolutely beautiful, and even more so when she sings. We aren't together anymore, obviously, but we're still very very good friends. She's the best friend anyone could ever have and I'll always love her, even if I am no longer in love with her. I picked this because it's one of the most meaningful things I've ever written, and no matter what happens between my friend and I, it will always be the beautiful truth.

Reyner Was Gone.Reyner continued to dangle over the edge of the cliff, staring up at Cyrus. "Just let me go, Cyrus... I'm done for anyways, y'know..." Cyrus growled. "Shut up!! You're gonna be fine!" Reyner snorted. "Fine? Fine?! I've got like ten bullets in my back, if you pull me up the rest of the ledge will collapse, and we're miles away from help! Let me go, Cyrus!" Cyrus shook his head, tears rolling down his cheeks. "I won't! I won't, I won't!! I won't let you go!!" He was trying so hard not to cry that it was giving him a headache at this point. Reyner closed his eyes and started to let his arm slip through Cyrus' fingers. Cyrus gasped and tightened his grip. "Stop it!!" He yelled. Reyner's weight was starting to take it's toll on Cyrus' arm, though. It was tired, and he couldn't hold on for much longer. Cyrus knew this, and so did Reyner. "Cyrus," Reyner said. "Yeah?" "I love you, bro." Cyrus smiled a little, the tears streaming like waterfalls now. "I love you too, little bro," Cyrus

Ah, Reyner Was Gone. is something that I actually thought about while I was in the car with my mother, haha.. I don't normally imagine such dark scenarios about any characters, but sometimes it happens. I picked this because I'm actually pretty proud of it, though it probably could have been written a lot better. But like I said, I'm not the best writer and I do it as a hobby. But I'm sure I will improve more over time. Who knows, I probably already have, seeing as though this was written last year ^^

Conflict of the HeartI wish you could know I was feeling this.
I wish you could know how conflicted I am.
I hate you. I want to punch you. I want to kick you while you're down. I want to see you suffer.
But I love you. I want to kiss you. I want to squeeeeeze you...! I want you to hold me and keep me warm when it's cold.
I'm so confused...
But at the same time, I'm so sure...


Conflict of the Heart is something that I wrote during a really bad relationship. It's a long story with a very unhappy ending. But I chose this as sort of a mark.. A mark of the start of a hard time in my life that I am glad to say I rose above with help from friends and family. I think about it a lot, but it... It doesn't hurt anymore. The wounds have healed, and the scars are there. But they no longer hurt to touch.

REDRed.
It flows.
Through the veins.
Red.
It drips down the arms.
Drip...
       Drop...
            Drip...
                    Drop...


I watch the drip-drop of the red with curiosity.
It interests me.
I soon come to realize...
It is my red.
They are my arms.
When did this happen? How?
I've been watching the red for what seems like forever.
The dripping is louder now...
The room is darker now...
What is becoming of me?
My heartbeat grows louder, yet softer.
Faster, yet ...slower.
Am I fading away?
If I fade away...
maybe then I will find peace


Last but certainly not least, RED. I wrote RED while I was in a depression, but shortly after writing this I came out of it. Writing this helped me get some of the bad feelings out. And I actually sat down and read it back to myself many, many times... And it made me think to myself, like, "My God, is this really what's becoming of me? Is this really how I feel inside?" And at the time, it was. I honestly felt as though that killing myself was the only way to rid myself of all the pain. But I realized that even if I no longer felt pain, everyone around me would. There are so many people that would miss me if I was gone. I managed to pull myself up and out of the deep emotional hole I fell in, though. It seems I always do. Which is good, to say the least. ^^; So I guess you could say I picked this to again, mark a dark time in my life that I managed to rise above.

I've had plenty of dark times, but I'm glad that I can always find my way back to the light! And you guys help a ton. :heart: ;w;



Well, I guess that's it. ouo;;

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  • Listening to: Can't Control Myself (Candyland Remix) - Krewella
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: The Sims 3.
  • Eating: Pizza.
  • Drinking: H2O.
[x] You don't like public speaking.

[x] You find it hard to talk to strangers. (Especially if it's someone who I think I'd really get along with and want to pursue a friendship with ^^; )

[ ] You don't like to look people in the eye. (I actually love looking people in their eyes. Eyes are one of the most meaningful things about a person to me. Plus most of the people I meet have very pretty eyes ^^; )

[x] You hate using public restrooms. (I hate it so much that I lose the urge to go when I walk into one)

[x] You hate to go shopping alone. (I don't like being anywhere outside alone, really XD)

TOTAL: 4


[x] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous. 

[x] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say. (It depends on the people, but most times I actually find it harder to think of what to say when I'm around a lot of people, yeah.)

[ ] You have a lot of trouble talking of the opposite sex.

[/] You hate to be teased. (If it's in a joking/fun manner then I'm fine, but if you're trying to hurt my feelings I'll get very angry.)

[X] You hate answering the door. (I always peek out of the windows from upstairs and then tell someone else to get it >_>;; )

TOTAL: 7.5

 

[x] You can't stand people watching you. 

[/] One on one conversation makes you nervous. (Depends on who the person is that I'm talking to and how well I know them, why I'm talking to them at that moment, etc)

[x] You don't like to ask people for help. (Yep. I absolutely abhor it. Asking for help with anything makes me feel like I'm weak and dumb and I try to refrain from it because I want people to think I'm a strong person and that I can do things on my own because I know how I weak I am emotionally and physically.)

[] You hate to read out loud.

[] You don't like answering questions. (Eh, I'm fine with being questioned. I like answering questions people have, especially if it's about me. XD)

TOTAL: 10

 

[x] You dread ordering food at restaurants. (I feel weird having to speak to people I don't know and I don't wanna say something stupid XD)

[x] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well. (Yeeeeeeeepppp; mostly because I can't stand crowds of people I don't know)

[/] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say. (Sometimes. Most times, no. But sometimes I really feel like I'd just say something dumb to/about someone/something.)

[] You wish you were more outgoing. (I'm very outgoing. I'm just hella shy XD)

[/] You hate being in the center of any room (only if I'm in the center of a room full of people I don't know. I consider myself socially claustrophobic. I can't be in crowds without at least one or two people I know beside me or else I get nervous and nauseated and sometimes I have little anxiety attacks)

TOTAL: 13


[x] You don't know how to react to compliments. (I really don't like omg)

[x] You prefer reading, writing, or listening to music than being around too many people. 

[/] You blush easily. (I probably do, but my skin isn't that light so I'm not sure if it shows XD)

[x] You spend a lot of time in your room.

[x] You don't like talking about personal things with people you don't know very well. 

TOTAL : 17.5

Overall Total : 17.5

Multiply your total by 4 to find out your percentage. Then, name this journal "I am ____ shy", placing your percentage on the blank line.

17.5 x 4 = 70

THIS IS THE SAME TOTAL I GOT ON THE LAST QUIZ JFC
  • Mood: Amused
  • Listening to: Monster - Ghost Town
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: The Walking Dead Season Two
  • Eating: Pizza.
  • Drinking: Nothing.

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Felicia
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I'm not that good at making bios for myself... Never have been.

Anyway, all I can really say is that I'm just a random girl who does random things and likes random shit. My favorite color at the moment is electric blue, and my favorite sound is shlorp.

...I'm just gonna let that shlorp thing sink in.
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Tulpen-Teufel Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey there!
Here's a birthday doodle for you! ^^^
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Later than planned, but I hope you don't mind. ^^;

Happy late bday! :D
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NollieMai Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the Mass of Favs :D
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TakaTakaNekoChan Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No problem, love! :heart:
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MaskedFriend Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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THNAK YOU FOR ALL THOSE FAVOURITES YOU BEAUTIFUL PERSON <33
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TakaTakaNekoChan Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
YOU ARE WELCOME FRIEND
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Watch me i watch back :)
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timii95 Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for all the favourites~! :hug:
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Thanks for the watch!!
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